Saturday, October 28, 2006

aft dance went to eat. met jaei's sister & her bf.
its been so long since i last saw her. e feeling, one word: nostalgic
thou she's not my real sister. but she's like a sister to me.
misses those days when she told me abt Jesus. (she's someone who play a part in building up my faith in God.)when we played mahjong tgether, whoever lost will have to apply blusher. haha! all our faces look like monkey's butt! esp mervin's one. haha! when we went to eat tgether.

me & jinghui
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jaei & jinghui

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me,jaei,jinghui.

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zixiang, jaei, jinghui, jeff.

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boarded bus. tossed in coins for both me & jaei.
me: uncle, for 2 person.
(bus uncle look at e box counting how much.)
bus uncle: jiu qian. (giving me a piss off face.)
me: ??? huh? eh, for me & tht girl.
bus uncle: jiu qian! JIU QIAN!!!!!!
me(feeling damn pissed off since he shouted at me for nth): WHAT'S JIU QIAN!!!
bus uncle: JIU QIAN!!! ni mian fang tuo sao!!!!
me: $1.80. yao wen fang tuo sao jiu jiang! jiu qian jiu qian!!
bus uncle: ni bu suo fang tuo sao zai ni mian wo zhe me zhi dao!!!
(*took e tixs, pause awhile* was stunned when he told me tht. what an answer!)
me: THT TRANSPARENT PLASTIC THING COVERING OVER E BOX IS FOR YOU!! TO COUNT!! ITS YOUR JOB!!!!!
bloody uncle! if he cant see or count how much is it, ask me nicely and in a language i could understand. jiu qian jiu qian. what is tht!
and e plastic is made transparent is for him to count! so tht he wun get cheated!
kuku!
some ppl can just be so unreasonable.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

ytd, my bday (: this year's bday cel (w friends) was great. full of surprises. and knew tht i was rmbed by many. thanks.
12am, aft dance went kap mac to eat. w jaei, steph, ron, alex.
no cake. so.. tadang! thanks to steph. haha!
burger: cake. french fries: candles. chili sauce: fire.



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went to jaei's hse to stayover.
then nxt morning went to vivo to get my adidas jacket! *WIDE WIDE GRIN*
like finally.

evening, went to blk 163 to meet up w my clique. had bbq seafood for dinner! :D

stringrays smeared w chili! clams fried w chili!!!!!! :D kangkong! & lots more. damn nice.
damn happy.
nice food plus its my fav. makes me happy. hahahaha!

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aft dinner, went to nearby playground to cut cake. they told me they had no $$ so got to make do w this pandan cake.

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was fine w it. really thot its really tht case. close my eyes, made my wishes,
open my eyes, saw this.

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everyone laughed.
was shocked, happy, touched.
but on second thots, 'why mickey mouse!!!! i don't even like mickey mouse'
okay, understand tht was e only design. thanks guys :D
my present. haha!

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even though it was simple. but really love it. thanks for all e effort. (:



the girls.

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the guys.

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MONKEYS.

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jaei,nic,haze.

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ryan,nic.

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nic, bok.

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nic, act-cute boon.

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nic,yihui

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jack,nic,hoonie.

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thanks everybody for coming down, making an effort&everything! +rill. (not in photo.)

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went home cut cake w family.
this happy birthday sugar thing is nice. wish tht there were ten of it on e cake. haha!

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this year celebration e family was quite pathetic. was pretty disappointed when i knew tht e cake wasnt bought by my dad nor my mom. but it was eileen aunty who bought it.
though its my fav, mango cake. but, im particular abt who went to bought it. even if its damn small, as long as i know its either one of parents, im happy alr.
this year was e first time i got to take out e cake myself and ask everyone to come over.
it was also e first time, they nvr sing e bday song tgether for me. each sang 1 sentence or 2, then e nxt sing cont.
also e first time, we nvr took photos at all.
reminded me abt e incident at vivo earlier, was at this shop. was standing outside e changing room to wait for jaei. when i overheard this lil girl, shouting happily "yay! tday is my bday and this is my bday present!!"
she was w her family members + maid.
we share a same birth date. but she get to go out and cel w her family but i don't get to.
i want to be a kid agn.







went to eat aft dance at vivo. cus its ronnie's bday. (:
went to this fast food restaurant which serves HUGE burger. which's like arnd e size of e face? okay smaller. but, damn! its really big
hmmm, cant really see e size thru this pic thou. haha!

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Friday, October 20, 2006

tue, wed, fri skipped e whole day of sch, but went back at night for dance.
thurs, skipped half of it.
mon, skipped e last lesson.
nth to blog abt this week.
only tht this guy called matthew pissed me off.
quit commenting abt ppl, matthew.
go look at yourself in e mirror and comment abt yourself first.






surprisingly, im not really looking forward to it. its been a damn emo week for me.


/baby, take me on a journey.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

i just only want e two of em to be down there for my dance production. i didn't even ask em to sit tgether or go tgether.
but i can only have 1 there.
shldnt have even ask in e first place.

i could just tell myself, they werent there cus i didn't even ask em in e first place.


Saturday, October 14, 2006

dyed my hair ytd. brown w ash colour highlights. but the highlights turned out to be more of pearl colour and there's even few strands of gold.
damn. like some chao ah lian. im going to change e colour sooner or ltr.

Friday, October 13, 2006

in the loving memory of mr yee ah yat.
8/10/2006

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

humans can be super contradicting. in e past, dad/mom will usually call me up at arnd 9 or 10 plus and ask why im still not home. but now, i've been reaching home like 1plus am everyday. and yet no one actually call me! e feeling's damn weird. thot they forgot my existence.
and now i've got to question em why they nvr question me. hah!

get out frm e family concert alrd. sorry.


saw ms kuek at boon kee's chicken rice there. was shocked tht suddenly someone called me kaili. but was super happy tht she stil rmb me! :D
all e good old memories of npcc just flashed back tht instant.
thot of my clique in npcc.

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imagine bundung & milo powder tgether.
bundung dinosaur. hah!

Sunday, October 8, 2006

back frm camp! its hell lots of fun! didn't really expected it. thot np strings members shld be more.. erm. refined? quiet & stuffs. but, NO. they were not.
this was e first camp in np i ever enjoyed.
first day,4/10.
(everytime, whenever i go for camp. i would somehow feel tht i would grow shorter by 1 inch or what.
bag was damn heavy luh..)

only committee members went back to do the preparations.
at night, full run.
stage awareness. hello.
know where u stand, & stand there. don't move to anyplace u like. damn.

second day, 5/10. timothy treated all of us to mac for breakfast! *GRINS* :DDDDD thanks man!
expected 80 to come. but end up. we got only 35 ppl? like damn pathetic.
wasted food & alot of stuffs.
thou not alot came but, it was good. lil ppl = bonded easily & faster.
games were great.
third day, 6/10. a day full of fun!!! got swimming, & captain's ball in pool. wanted to join in. but menses came. spoiler.
field games! damn high!
butter, flour, water. all on me.
water bombed each other.

mid autumn & i got to spend it in sch.
pathetic! no snow skin durian mooncake! no candles!
but i guess its e same. since i had moved. no more celebrating at 604's playgound. & it totally sucked. all those memories.
i think i would rather cel it in sch than at 115.
ended up, me & jaei went e carpark at np convention centre & played sparkles.
fourth day, 7/10. sucked, was e last day for me & jaei.
played the murderer game at night.
was fun!
then agn, ghost stories among my grp. it seems to be a must for camps. haha! esp in np. since its a cementry before.
at last at arnd 1 plus went home. sucks like shit. cant bear to.
timothy sent us to e bus stop & even helped carried our violas.
man.. thanks timothy!
and my impatient father, drove off immediately aft not seeing me & jaei at e bus stop.
he didn't even wait for 5 mins. and told me till he happy then come back.
while sitting at e bus stop, this indian man, drove to us and asked us to hop on.
when i was young, whenever my teacher tell us not to go w strangers when they ask u to. i would thot tht it as all rubbish. who will be so bo liao. but okay. there's really such bo liao ppl!

tday woke up, realise outing cancelled. felt like screaming!
like damn. regretted not staying over in camp ytd. like, miss e last day for nth.
everytime, aft a camp which i loved a lot. i would felt so emo!
i want e same camp, same committee members! same camp grp agn!

felt super grateful to timothy. being so patient to me&jaei. taking our nonsense request, like leaving camp halfway. furthermore we are in e committee.
AAHHHH!!!! THANKS x INFINITE TIMOTHY!!!!! :D

act. wanted to quit np strings aft this camp & family concert. but no, im not quitting.
don't want to let down ppl like timothy & xian zhi. teachng us so patiently, even thou im so retareded. it made me teared. if they were to lose their cool, i would feel much better. but no, they even smiled.
AHHHHHHHH!! i hate being so retarded. & i don't want to be a retard.



Tuesday, October 3, 2006

SUPPPPERRR SATISIFED. SUPPPERR!
bought all e things i wanted!

was at plaza initially, then went to lot one. then got a sudden urge to go orchard. so ended up me & jaei wore damn lok kok to orchard. couldnt be bothered to go home & change. fbt shorts, shirt & slippers. okay, at least my shirt looks better.
jaei wore zss hse tee shirt there.



tmr music camp.
wed to saturday night. (my tv!!)
sun: outing.
plus dance pracs in between.

Hallelujiah. (:

my eyebag is growing at e speed of 1mm per sec. AHAHAHAHHA!!


alex: where can u find mickey mouse & donald duck on me?
me&jaei: ????
alex: this knee (dis-ney)

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, October 2, 2006

Lily Allen - Smile.

When you first left me
I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door,
what ja do that for
When you first left me
I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way, just sat by myself all day
I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone
At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile,
yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile
Whenever you see me you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack, no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing,
no I just couldnt help myself
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell
two ppl sent me a "happy children's day" msg. thanks alot ah.

-shopped for retro stuffs at bugis.
finally saw one, superr nice. halter neck. but e price for it; can go & die.
somemore only wearing it for once (dance). damn wasted if i bought it.
shopped until damn tired then recieved call telling us don't buy first.
"WAHHH LAUUU!!!!!!!" walked arnd bugis street damn long luh.
immediately went to shop for my own stuffs.


-highlights
: cheesesticks & tiramisu sticks from bread papa.


im slowly drifting away from Him, and i can feel e pain.